Maybe we are trying :)

Hi assalamualaikum :)

Here im! Came in the middle of nowhere! Stumbled upn this blog to write and sharing my stories :)

 Alhamdulilah, recently i've got a news and an offer to pursue my degree in UM, Bachelor in Quantity Surveying! :)

Alhamdulilah Alhamdulilah :)

 All praises to Him :)

Haih, cerita dia macam ni;

Im about to change my course since i know that QS banyak main dgn maths and im suck at maths!

I dont want to repeat my papers :( I dont want to be kicked out though :(

Sometimes, some of word that we've been saying might be offended to some people :(

And kadang kadang the best way to overcome it just with the silence :(

Yah idk...

 Sedihnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(

Too sad to type lol

bye

Madah-fakah

Hi! 

You said you happen to be one of friend that always support each other,be by your side no matter what happen, happens to be bestfriend fr ages,

let me tell you this

"WHAT THE FUCK?!"

Then why are you giving me a shit? told me that "happenS to be my****** fr ages"

Friends suppose not giving ashit? or suppose to give a shit?

YOURE SUCH A FREAK!!!

If you think that im one of your friends you'll ask whats wrong with me directly 

AND IF YOU FELT THAR YOURE ADULT AND MATURE ENOUGH

step forward! will you?

Well i gave coward for those who are keep spreading rumors on tweets fb texting or whatsoever cause youre not encounter it for real

Im not giving a s**t if youre not giving it to me

 C'mon make it real BYATCH!

 Bye!

P/S : Last bt not least take mymiddle finger up! All the way from my itty bitty heart yor! *middle finger up _I_ *

Everything happens for a reason :)

Bismillah :)

Peace be upon you 

Hi hello!

Its been awhile since i've update my blog yo!

Yeahh i just got myresults fr my finals exam of semester2 

Alhamdulilah finally ive managed to get 3.00 and above :)

Alhamdulilah alhamdulilah alhamdulilah

I survived in Pasum :)

Literally i might say that surviving your life in Pasum aint easy though besides you have to give your all and an all out effort!

Yeapp I couldnt say that Pasum Is terrible nightmare evur!

Besides Pasum gave me such a memoriable moment evur!

Make new friends the change of the environment and such!

Yeah since ive got a program quite far from myfield but it takes mytime to comfort with 'em though!

I meant the subjects that i need to learn, strategy to get into it, schedules and such

Alhamdulilah it went well :)

Honestly,alhamdulilah Allah knows what is the best for us and indeed He's the best planner for us! :)

Yeapp I've learnt to be strong,patient,tough emotionally and physically and maturing even more!

Literally,when you get into the university you cannot put your hope,chores and stuff on someone else shoulders besides you must do it all alone!

Yes!

Somehow i can say that im so proud of myself!

Cause im mature now! yeap! 

:)

Broken Hearted

Bismillah 

Peace be upon you :')

Day 2 

Hi its been for two days since Im whatsapping him

I dont what is going on to me!

Happy?Sad?Freedom?Missing?

Rolled into one!

.____.

 Ive been waiting fr a long time :'(

Invisible on twitter and whatsapping 

No tweets not even one! 

In spite of being invisible

Im watching him in a distance

since I have his twitter account

so whenever he tweets or he got the notification and indirectly i'll get 'em too!

*pulls hair*

and what is irratates me the most was idk maybe he was caputured my attention ouh God it was such a vulnerable when he tweeting when somebody else which his crush before!

*flipstable*

Actually it was quite sad though :/

and today i've read some tips on twitter which is could help me?

IDK! 

1) Dont listen to any slow songs or love songs.It'll not help at all

2) Try to find someone else that you like.This might take a while and you shouldnt force yourself to like someone right away

'Kau beri rasa
Yang berbeda
Mungkin kusalah
Mengartikannya
Yang kurasa cinta

Tetapi hatiku
Selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu
Selalu meninggikanmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku
Hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu

p/s Grrr and now im listening to Peterpan's song! Isk! Youre such a pain in the ass! *pulls hair"

                                                    

so longg!

Bye

Loves x

Write read out of boredom out of nowhere

Bismillah 

Peace be upon you :)

Hello!

Hehehehe i dont what bring me up here all over again!

But obviously cause I have nothinh to do naaaaa here I am!

Writing and nagging babbling on the blog all over again!

Just let yknow This week such an intense week for me :/

Well what a life without a little drama,Dont you?

Actually I dont know what's goin on and happen to me?

I can barely see what happen in front of my eyes.Is likes there's a fog or something that could makes me hyptonize or something!

*deepsighs*

Hmm im a phoneless fr a two days and yes we're having rough patch now :/

Ya Allah please make everything ease :'(

Yeapp In the middle of May idk rumour has it that result of my finals will out soon! Sooner or later day by day it will come out though :/

Idk what happen to my result :'(

IM SO FREAKING OUT ABOUT MY RESULT!

:'(

Ya Allah pls pls pls give me a better result so i can get into the faculty futher my study in Quantity Surveying here in University Of Malaya :'))))

Aminnnnnnn 

Bye! 

Loves x

p/s: Now im listening to Justin Timberlake's new song!That's awesome! Somehow it makes my heart a little bit merrier even myself was reupholstered with loneliness :/

Heart and Soul

Bismillah :)

Assalamualaikum earthlings :)

Idk why... feels like i want write an essay, share some story and feels want to type on the blog all over again and i dont even know what I'm supposed going to tell you.So here I go again, stucked here.

So whatever, actually i want to post about something tonight which is on 25th of April! Muehehehehe. But seems i was eager to post on blog tonight lol whatever, but im not going to tell what is it anyway ;)

Idk why,but honestly i really hate this feeling and slowly i found that's a good sign uugh well as Afiqa said to me

Since tomorrow is our 1year annversary *yeayy* he decide to pick me up at myhouse! Idk why, everytime when im about to meet him up, my heart will pound youknow, extremely -.- Yes N E R V O U S! 

Dude, like seriously i was going a date with fr a few times! Why this feeling must comes to me?! hmmm everytime when i was about to meet him up, i'll feel like my heart is about to bomb explode etc etc etc whatevee! and yes tomorrow im going to meet him up and yes tonight my heart's pounding like going to out of chest. As you guys can called it as yeah "lovesick thing" lol whatever!

Honestly inside, im so proud of you that we've made it! We've been through together the rough patch over a year! I love you I love us and yes I love our relationship! :)

I'll pray to Allah that our relationship will last together as we dream :)

Aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :)

Loves x

hmmph what a swine!

heyya peeps! Its been awhile since i've update myblog cause everything got swag i tell ya.So here goes fella! Im updating my blog again since.. hmm let me count about a few months ago babe! Well and i survived *virtually wears a shade* lols whatever. Hmm actually there's a reason why what makes me bringing up here over again. Actually i've got my worst day ever! let me tell you this, i was thinking that i'll learn about to drive over again after i've finshed my asasi since i got a break fr a 5months! Dude 5months! So i was dicided to drive over again since my skills to drive.. such a vulnerable dudes! >:( but today was completely proof that i'll never got a chance to drive again! EVER! hmmm  act that car got a suck maintenace! its pick up was suck! AND the brake was... urgh and i was like " what the hell" "dude are you trying to kill me?' hmm i strongly believe that everything happens out of motivation (Y) So its okay maybe it aint the right time fr me so i'll wait when it's comes to me then *wears a shade*